you r back finally ..............

the day i have been waiting for has finally come........

i do have some mixed feelings when this day arrive
hmmmmmm..... how to say it^^

i feel so happy n excited when i know he is coming back
at the same time, i also feel nervous and i do not know why

anyway. i am really glad that he is back safe n sound
i am really looking forward to my birthday and i hope it will be the most memorable bday ever in my life ^^

i believe in u......

wemt for a dinner recently

hmmmm i went for my company chalet recently n it was realli veri fun seeing all my old collegues

i realli enjoyed myself

i , my bro , mei feng , vera n hidayah n auntie swee kee meet in the tampines mrt station before going to the country club hahas

btw the place is at arinda country club

ps dun noe hw to speell haha

aniway took some photos so enjoy viewing yeah :)

i will not regret it de

recently everything have happened too fast for me
i really do not know how to handle it except to write down here
1 thing that i m sure is that i have never regret this decision that i just made recently
thanks once again
ganbatte wei beng :)

haiz...........

i think this is the geatest decision that i m going to make..........
i will not regret it le
n i feel much much happier after making this decision
the only thing that i think i will miss will b my close friends.........
i wish them all the best n i really enjoyed happy moments with them
thanks guys :)
i will rmb you guys de once again thanks :)

i tik is fate bah

hmmmmm
felling happy :)
jus feel that god is fair de haha
i tik fate has arranged the both of us a chance to meet n know each other
i realli appreciate it a lot de :)
so i jus wan to sae a word of thanks to this person yeah
4 being there to encourage mi n motivating mi

thanks a lot yeah :)

i tik i accept the fact le

long time never post le

a lot of sad things have happened to mi recently dun noe y
haizzz
the person taht i love dun realli love mi that much after all de :(
but i have accept the fact le
i will continuue to live on bravely de


ganbatte wei beng :)

long time never post le

it has been a long time since i post a entry haha
i tik no one will read it haha :)
aniway a lot of things have happened during my work in ntuc haiz
long story and i think it will bore u guys to death haha
but i realli hate those customers that is so arrogant lo
PLA LA TAKE A LOOK IN THE MIRROR.......
C hw disgusting u look like

hmmmmm

i tik i m going to shop in hongkong till my wallet gt a big hole
hmmm
i m so excited lo
haha
realli looking forward to this trip yeah :)

going to hk soon yeah :)

yeah
i m going back to hk le
i mis that country so much la
i rmb the last time i went was last year wif my band
it was during december
the weather was so nice at that time
tis year i m going back le wif my mum n my bro on 7 sept to 10sept
yeah finally can break free from this boring country le hahahaha :)
exams also going over le yeah :)

I love HONGKONG !!!!!!

veri tired of my current life

I have been working for days and i m seriously very tired of it
feel like quitting from my job haiz....
if i quit means no money
haiz
but ever since i work in NTUC, i have really learnt a lot of things and gain a lot of experience in it.
I can get to see all sorts of customers, some good and polite ones, some really unbearable.
aniway, i enjoy watching the national day show.
SINGAPORE , HAPPT 44TH BDAE yeah :)

concert over le

haiz sian
u can say that that concert was the most memorable concert ever bcos i was so screwed up
forgetting my files n eveything that u can name it
haiz
but i really enjoy the concert realli thanks
guys thanks a lot 4 coming
clara, fiona jamila, nurrudin, peizi, sandra , cecelia thanks
love u guys n gals :)

concert coming le

concert coming le
today went wif rui jie after skool
we walk in tampines 1 lo
sian the usual shops
then pass my tickets to sandra
then go home
then go 4 band again
i M SO BUSYYYYYYYYY
haha :)

tired realli tired

these few days have been the most tired days of my life
been practising for my concert lo
n coping with my studies as well n
I JUS LOST SOMETI SO IMPORTANT LAAAAAAAA
WAT THE FREAKKKKK
n reallli trying my very best 4 the upcoming concert lo haizzzzzzz
hope it will be a sucess i m sue it will beeee :)

jia you

i will not give up
i will work very hard
I WANT TO BE A GOOD ENGINEER

YOU CAN DO IT!!!

in lesson now

in lesson now so sian
feel like sleeping
trying my best to open my eyes
nth seems to be going in lo
sian :(
sleeping soon

ConcERT

i noe all my results le
yeeah m so happi :)
aniway our band will have a concert soon sian lo
call my friens to go i hope they will come
n been veri tired these few daes
sian but i will jia you
hey hui yi u mus play 3rd clarinet wif mi kk lols ;)
bb

took off my braces le

yeah i finally took off my braces le
omg
it has been 3 years le
time really pass very fast
my teeth is so straight compared to last time omg
i really need to thank my mum for giving me this chance to wear braces
thanks mum
NTUC WANTED MI to b transffered to the simei branch
haiz i know that i will miss all of them in tampines
for the sake of money
WHO CARES?:)

skool start 4 mi le

haha
the first paper that i got back was structured programming
lols was happi that i got 89 over 100
:)
aniway i tot i worked hard 4 the term test
jus finished my work in the weekends
it was realli tiring and i just want to lie on my bed n sleep
had a fight wif my mum bcos of some lame matters
not talking to her now
sian later still have cca :(

decided on something......

I made a serious decision today
after making this decision, i felt relieved and much happy
i just felt that after making this decision,it felt like all my burdens were gone
I FEEL SO HAPPY NOW
YEAH :)
ppl always like to comment on others so much
GOD gave them a mouth to give constructive ideas not on criticising others
it is a pity that they do not know how to make use of god's gift
so sad :(

left 1 paper le

yeah left 1 more paper le
but i m left wif no voice
2dae was as usual
i went to school n took my exam
the exam hall was freaking cold n my hands were trembling haha
i do not dare to talk bcos i lost my voice le
the paper was alrite n i tik i can pass lar
but i hope 4 the best lo
i wan to thank vera
she helped mi wif the blog
thanks a lot:)

mst

yeah left 2 more papers to GO
omg I M losing my voice le
my throat feels veri pain n dry
but i WILL NOT GIVE UP
YEAH :)
dun feel like talking animore
NO VOICE LE SIAN :(

JUS started work

i always wonder to myself.........
y m I always working so hard
from primary skool to secondary to nowwwwww
although i dun come froma veri a good skool
but i m always so KIASU N wan to b at the top all the timee
i FEEL SO TIREDD SOMETIMES
but my effort is not wasted all these years
i got wat i wanted
i got a l1r4 of 7
i m SO PROUD OF MYSELF
jus atarted resuming work at ntucc
i wan to express my gratitude towards auntie POH CHOON
u r the best
u r so patient towars mi n taught mi alot of things
thanks auntie poh choon yeah
:) i m so tired 2dae
serving 336 customers 2dae
BEING A CASHIER IS REALLI NT EASY
u try being 1?
i enjoy my work 2dae haha :)
all the best to mi in the MST haha :)

SKool starting soon le

Time Passas so Fast haha

holis r OVER n

sKOOL r starting le

haha mis the skool food n my friens

TERM TEST IS ALSO STARTING LE

SIANNN

haha

c u guys in skool yeah :)

SKool starting soon le

Time Passas so Fast haha
holis r OVER n
sKOOL r starting le
haha mis the skool food n my friens
TERM TEST IS ALSO STARTING LE
SIANNN
haha
c u guys in skool yeah :)

yeah i got over it leeeeeee

i found out that i got over this sad incident veri fast
i actually was shocked by my determination haha
i promise myself not to tik of tis FUCKING person and i actually did it
OMG
i actually did it
i wan to tell that person FUCK OFF FROM MI
i DUN EVER WAN TO C U AGAIN IN MY LIFE
DUN LET MI C U AGAIN

FUCKK OFF
sory 4 using vulgarities but i realli hate tis person a lot
yeah m working back in NTUC LE
i mis working as a cashier although tis job is realli nt easy haha :)

HUrT BY a person that i loVe veri much..........

u can sae that todae was the most WORST n SAD dae ever in my life..............
i was so hurt by this person
haiz
when will People stop HURTING mi..........
i noe till the dae tat i die
ppl will still HURT MI
BUT i wan to tell this person tat hurt mi veri badlyy
no matter wat happens, i will still LOVE you veri muchh
aniway a hapi thing jus happen to mi haha
my laptop was fixed le yeah :)
was so delighted n i wan to wish my DAD a happy FATHER'S DAY
lookingg forward to working back in NTUC
miss them a lot haha :)
i will not forget this day of my life.......... serious

SOry........

yesterdae went wif my few close friens n my bro to somerset to watch a drama
The drama was absurb
i was veri motivated n inspired by the show
After the drama, i understand that i will nt let the world control mi....
I will nt b a sLave to the worlD.........
n yesterdae was the saddest dae of my life..........
i wanted to meet him after the drama but my friens insisted on tagging along
I realie DUN NOE WAT TO DO
IN THE END.........
WE DID NT GET TO MEET EACH OTHER
but i wan to tell him that i realie feel veri sory for yesterdae incident
I m sory.......... i hope he will forgiVE MI realli......
:) lOOKINg FORWARD TO ibm CONCERT HAHAHA LOLS:)

band camp.......

Juus came back from a band camp yeah
was mentally and physically drained.....
but i get to noe a lot of friens like Van nessa aaaaa, hui yi, shafarie,and hay lee
all of them are so funny
always make fun of mi lols :)
aniway i realli enjoyed a lot in the camp hahaha lols
spsb clarinet section ROKS

tImE fILES

i look back N wow
16 years of my LIFE had passed by.........
but i m proud to sae that i had nt live the 16 years iN VAIN
I have live it to the fullest but my life is still lacking of someti
I noe i need to find that someti myself..........
but i believe the someti WILL appear in my eyes 1 day
IT WILL COME TRUE
I HOPE........ :)

all ALone

i still REmember On 8 of june(monday).....................
i was all alone at NIGHT with nowhere to go.........
i wondered to myself
is THIS the life THat i Want!
I was sure the answer was NOOOOOOOO
I told MYself NT to give up
AND THANKS 4 TEACHING mI A BITTER LESSON
I will Remember u GUYS REALLI

feel Like giving Up

haiz.............
so mant things to do, so little time for mi
but i wiLL NT GIVE UP
JUS KENA REJECTED BY AIR FORCE
i was sleeping sweetly when a call came
n guess wHAT
I was REjected by them
u DUn noe how it hURts
REALLI i Put in a lot of effort for it
jus bcos my eyesight SuCKs.............
I will nT give Up
feEL like telling sombody but nobodi is There For mi :(

jus gt to noe a GD frien

yeah
i jus gt to noe A gd frien
my worries will b gone when i chat wif this gd frien
hahaha
i hope our friendship will last long yeah
bb gtg take care all of you:)
n btw guys all the best to ur mst1

tiRed

i noe i will MIss my collegues........

i Jus resigNed from my workplace

needed a break man.......

jus hope i can find SOMEONE TO talk to hahahaahah

NtuC is a veri great place to work with

i Noe i will remember them n will REALLI miss them a lot

they realli taught mi a lotof things

realli grateful to them

thanks auntie poh choon, poh hua, and lots more

ai si ni me leeeeeee

take care yeah

gtg bb

life sucks

i m so dead .............
my nafa r coming soon n i m so dead
my mum nags at mi
ahhhhhhhhhhhhh
i feel like giving up lor
haiz
but i will nt give up n will PROVE IT wrong to everybody yeah :)