Regrets.....

What are regrets?????
It's part and parcel of our life I guesss but too many regrets for me in this 18 years of life
I think I will not repeat it again cos we shod learn frm it and not complain it anymore
So wei Beng jiayou!!!

dammm pissed

well a few days ago, i just found out that my results will be released on the day i will be travelling overseas...
is like what the fuckkkk
but anyway, i am quite confident about my results so it makes no difference whether i know it on 4th october or when i come back from hongkong hahas
so i will enjoy myself to the fullest before knowing my results how about that ?? =)
been very busy recently with my work and cca in the airport
met some dammm fucking irritating customers when i was at work
feel Like shouting at them fuck off la NBCB !!!!!!!
but i will not even bother shouting at them cos they are not even worth my attention
seriously lesser of this type of people in this world would really make this whole world so much peaceful
so i wish them have an early death hahas
i may seem crude but who cares
thats the way the world is supposed to rotates hahas =0
bye peeps

construction....... please fking stop

i was just sleeping so soundly when the construction downstairs was like fkinggggg noisy and irritating.....
my whole family was so disturbed and somemore, it was early in the morning......
so irritating !!!!!!!!
so i did not bother to go back to sleep and i decided to wake up
but one thing that brightens up my day was roti prata bought by my bro
thanks a lot yeah
maybe i did not eat it for a long time, so i found it especially delicious hahas
i ate 3 pieces of prata and i still had not enough hahas
but it was really nice to eat something bought by ur closed ones
well soon enough, i will be going to work and start a brand new day =)
GANBATTE ( not sure abt the spelling oh well....)

=) =(

should i be sad or should i be happy
i really do not know that
i just found out that the release of te results will be on the day that i am going overseas
i was like WTF WTF
i mean i am also very excited as well as nervous about the results
but i guess i cannot get to know my results until i am back in singapore
the results will be released ard 10.30 bah but i guess i should be on plane le.....
haizzz
oh welllll never mind
anyway i will still enjoy that holiday with my family and think about the results later bah hahas =)
enjoy first hahas

i love this ..........

I believe everything happens for a reason. People change so that you can learn to let go. Things go wrong so that you can appreciate them when they are right. You believe lies so you eventually trust no one except yourself. Sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together..


i love it and it really says what i am feeling right now
=)

wannaaaa say it out......

recently during these past few weeks..... i have been really feeling kind of moddy but  i just do not knw how to explian that
maybe my family have been facaing some kind of problems which really bothers me a lot a lot a lot
when i see my mother crying, it really hurts me a lot a lot a lot and i fking hate that feeling
so whenever i go to school i really do wish to open my mouth as i really got no mood anymore and furthermore, i am also facing some problems in school tooo
i fking hate that seriously

i really really hope everything will go back to normal and i want to see my dearest mummy smile back cos she means a lot to me than my life
to me, shes my pillar of support, my everything
i love her a lot and i see her crying and yet  i cannot do anything about it
i really am at a losss
i really hope i can do well for my exams and this would be the very little thing that would make her smile back and i am sure of that

sometimes i wonder to myself, issit my problem or their problem
why do everything seemed to direct towards me
WHY WHY WHY ?????
i knw there will be no answer to all the questions but i just want them to knw one thing
i have never change at all and i am happy the way i am and i am really really fortunate and hapy to knw a bunch of fun-loving friends which i really appreciate them a lot
but the changes really make my heart heartbroken a thousands times
i believe.......... and i hope...........

EVERYBODY CAN HATE ME BUT I MUST LOVE MYSELF

it is not that i am self -centered but i seriously agree with this sentence
i cannot change the way and the mindset that u have on me due to some incidents but seriously speaking i really will not put it to heart and i will treat everyday like a new brand day yeah
i am not sure about u but one thing for sure i have always treated you as my friend and that fact will never change
i am always telling myself
wei beng what is fucking wrong with u ????
but i just cannot find the answer
yes i admit, sometimes i can be very temperamental, but who don't ??????
i admit i have my weaknesses but who don't ????
i may be a little blunt with my words but sometimes your words can be even more blunt than me.........
the point that i am writing so much is not to complain neither to tell anyone abt anything
i just want to voice out everything
i am hardworking ...... but whats the fucking big deal abt that
if u work as hard as me,....... u will get the same rewards as what i have enjoyed
i have always been like that
since i can accept you for who you are, then u should accept me for who i am
thats it =)

Neew post

Finally exams are over =)
gosh what a sigh of relief yeah
well all the papers were alright except for pacc lo =_=
seriously fked up sia
was not able to finish up the paper
but oh well its over le
who cares right agreeeee ????

HOLIDAYS !!!!!!

LETS PARTY

hmmmm never relly plan for my holidays
but one thing for sure is that i am going back to hongkong which is YIPPIEEEEEEEEE
i will be going in a few weeks time during october for almost a week yeah
i think i willnot miss Singapore hahas
the weather seriously is unbearable compared to hongkong
been falling sick these few days
but lucky got my bb and family with me
thanks for everything and i really appreciate it a lot
muackssss always in my heart no matter what happens yeah =)
very pecek
having flu, fever, cough and what sort of fking things all happen to me damm it
but this coming wednesday i am going to the airport for my first CYA duty
damm excited and feel a little scared at the same time
but oh well, it will turn out fine right ???? hahas
thats it
take care guysss and enjoy ur holidaysssss
bb muacksssss =)

exams finally over le ^^

times really pass
a term has already passed by me and I GOT INTO CYA (changi youth ambassador )

i am really happy happy when i heard the news that i got into the cca :)

the tests are relatively easy except for pacc
stupid paper lo =_=

a lot of things has happened for this term but who cares so much yeah

just enjoy life and move on rite ?
agree ?
hahas tats it
going to slack now and bye bye
enjoy ur holis yeah :)

i enjoyed my first two weeks

i really enjoy my first two weeks of my poly life and my class rocks ttm ^^
although there is a lot of works, projects, assignments even just two weeks had passe, but i know i will overcome them one by one because wei beng can do it haha

i m so looking to joining cya because it is so cool btw if u do not know waht cya stands for
it stands for changi youth ambassadors
i want to get in and that is my aim and i want a gpa of 3.5 and above yeah yeah :)

jiayou jiayou wei beng u can do it !!!!!!!!!

i want to thank u gals cos u r awesome

i want to thanks all the gals in my grp for helping me with my dying blog

thanks thanks a lot

get a waffle from me 3 yrs down the road hahah :)
kidding la

i love the song 丑得漂亮 becos it makes sense

hmmmm how to start saying........,
actually i oso dunnoe why i like this sone lei but seriously it really sounds so nice
of course i knw i m nt ugly but neither i m very handsome hahaha
COS I KNW MY OWN LIMITS
but i believe everything is fair in this world
if u have good looks, u may not have something or a capability that i poesses which i feel is totally right

seriously speaking. i dun really give a damm about looks but nowadays seriously people mind their appearance so much and others appearances so much

hmmmmmmm
at least someone say before to me that i m a very pleasant-looking guy which makes me feel very contented and ppl may say the person surely must be blind to say that hahaha ^^

well, i must thank my parents for giving me such nice features and i m so proud to be myself

i seriously dun give a dammmmmm on what u say abt me cos its ur opinion of me which cnt be changed but seriously accept me for who am i and i will acccept u for who u are

p.s: i m seriously not referring to anyone and it is only a post not meant for anybody but for everybody to read it ^^

had an enjoyable day

today i went with my classmates to go around askinh ppl for donations ^^
i felt really good as i contributed something back to the society and i was really roud of how much i collected

i would love to say thanks to this king gal that actually came forward to donate for me and a lot more

thanks everybody and btw

1A01 ROCKSSSS TTM

a good start ^_^

i enjoyed today very much and it was the most enjoyable day to me :0
i am really looking forward for a brand new start for myself and yups
i know i can do it
jiayou wei beng!!!!!

tml is my mummy's bday
we plan to go out to celebrate her bday and i really love her a lot
MUMMY HAPPY BDAY ^^

i love you ttm :)

life to me is soo simple yet complicated ^^

Recently, i have been facing some diffculties at work and i just felt that everything was not on my side......
but come to think of it, it was also my fault at that time but through this incident, i really learnt a lot and gain a lot of valuable experience......


sometimes i just hope that everything will just go back to how it used to be last time but i know it will only happen in my dreams
to me, all this experiences will only make me even stronger and wei beng will not give up so easily because he has come a long way......

i will only become stronger and stronger and nobody will get in my way of pursuing my own future
life is actually very simple but sometimes nowadays we like to make i t so complicated and yet so misery for everyone to live.......

it is just filled with so much contradictions but thats what life is supposed to be so i will not complain and i believe my future lies in my own hand
i will not let fate decide my life whereas i will decide my own fate because THAT IS MY LIFE

watching the korean drama 妻子的诱惑 really motivates me a lot and i think i really need to thank this show
this show not only shows two women fighting all day but it actually depicts a very touching show filled with kinship

this show also tells me that you must have the courage to fight for the things you want but you must not fight for it in an unothordox manner. Even if you become the winner at the end of the day,i believe nobody will share with you that happiness so we must always always cherish those that are around us and not take it for granted......

i also do ont know why i have wrote all thesebut u just feel that you can choose the path you want to live and it is your own hands

i have already BURY all those history that i have and i will not remember any of all those but i would also love to say a word of thanks to all those but in future do not let me see you on the street because u will REGERT IT A LOT !!!!!!!! GET OUT OF MY LIFE THIS VERY FREAKING MINUTE !!!! GO HOME AND SMELL YOUR MOTHERS SOCKS HAHAHAHA

GANBATTE WEI BENG !!!!! :O

somtimes i wish life could be that simple........

sometimes if life could be that simple.........
have been working so ling in my comapny and felt that i should deserve a good break at last but thinking of one word money......... i know i cannot quit from the job ><

anyway was busy collecting ang baos and having lots of gatherings these few days and i really rnjoyed myself a lot
the time we spent together may be very short but i do cherish the time me and my relatives spent together

i m very excited for a new school term and i want to really excel on my studies

i promise myself that when i grow up  i will get a car (simple one will do because i am not as show off as others haha ><)
get a good job
buy all the things my parents want and......
find my true one haha ><
where are u wor ???

HAPPY NEW YEAR ^^

it is a braand new year and i want to hope everyone a happy new year and everyone to be happy :)

i have a lot of wishes ^^
i hope that i will excel in my studies next year and get good results
i also hope all my closed ones will be healthy and happy always

BE HAPPY ALWAYS

feeling happy

a lot of tHings have happened recently to me be it good ones bad ones
i always believe that love is very simple y do u need to make it so complicated ?????
i just do not understand y

since young, i always believe that love is forver and everlasting but seems to me that ist is so fragile

y is it so??

i think a lot these few days and only gopt to learn a thing and that i should take things easily

WHAT IS NOT MINE WILL NEVER BE MINE SO YUPSSS

A BRAND NEW YEAR ^^

its a brand new year and i am filled with a lot of hopes and expectations towards myself
well. i hope this year will be better than the last year and i m sure it will be
i just want to study very hard and score very goodddie grades for my modules
just in advance HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR ^^

love u guyss

that day.........

i really enjoy that day with him very much ^^
we went to downtown east to eat first
i ordered yangzhou fried rice and it was a huge portion haha ^^
after eating, we went to watch the movie "alvin and the chipmucks 2 "
the movie was really hilarious lols ^^
we laughed and laughed hahahaha ^^
aniway that day was the most memorable day of my life
tks a lot for giving me those wonderful memories :)

tKSSSS

you r back finally ..............

the day i have been waiting for has finally come........

i do have some mixed feelings when this day arrive
hmmmmmm..... how to say it^^

i feel so happy n excited when i know he is coming back
at the same time, i also feel nervous and i do not know why

anyway. i am really glad that he is back safe n sound
i am really looking forward to my birthday and i hope it will be the most memorable bday ever in my life ^^

i believe in u......

wemt for a dinner recently

hmmmm i went for my company chalet recently n it was realli veri fun seeing all my old collegues

i realli enjoyed myself

i , my bro , mei feng , vera n hidayah n auntie swee kee meet in the tampines mrt station before going to the country club hahas

btw the place is at arinda country club

ps dun noe hw to speell haha

aniway took some photos so enjoy viewing yeah :)

i will not regret it de

recently everything have happened too fast for me
i really do not know how to handle it except to write down here
1 thing that i m sure is that i have never regret this decision that i just made recently
thanks once again
ganbatte wei beng :)

haiz...........

i think this is the geatest decision that i m going to make..........
i will not regret it le
n i feel much much happier after making this decision
the only thing that i think i will miss will b my close friends.........
i wish them all the best n i really enjoyed happy moments with them
thanks guys :)
i will rmb you guys de once again thanks :)