dammm pissed

well a few days ago, i just found out that my results will be released on the day i will be travelling overseas...
is like what the fuckkkk
but anyway, i am quite confident about my results so it makes no difference whether i know it on 4th october or when i come back from hongkong hahas
so i will enjoy myself to the fullest before knowing my results how about that ?? =)
been very busy recently with my work and cca in the airport
met some dammm fucking irritating customers when i was at work
feel Like shouting at them fuck off la NBCB !!!!!!!
but i will not even bother shouting at them cos they are not even worth my attention
seriously lesser of this type of people in this world would really make this whole world so much peaceful
so i wish them have an early death hahas
i may seem crude but who cares
thats the way the world is supposed to rotates hahas =0
bye peeps

construction....... please fking stop

i was just sleeping so soundly when the construction downstairs was like fkinggggg noisy and irritating.....
my whole family was so disturbed and somemore, it was early in the morning......
so irritating !!!!!!!!
so i did not bother to go back to sleep and i decided to wake up
but one thing that brightens up my day was roti prata bought by my bro
thanks a lot yeah
maybe i did not eat it for a long time, so i found it especially delicious hahas
i ate 3 pieces of prata and i still had not enough hahas
but it was really nice to eat something bought by ur closed ones
well soon enough, i will be going to work and start a brand new day =)
GANBATTE ( not sure abt the spelling oh well....)

=) =(

should i be sad or should i be happy
i really do not know that
i just found out that the release of te results will be on the day that i am going overseas
i was like WTF WTF
i mean i am also very excited as well as nervous about the results
but i guess i cannot get to know my results until i am back in singapore
the results will be released ard 10.30 bah but i guess i should be on plane le.....
haizzz
oh welllll never mind
anyway i will still enjoy that holiday with my family and think about the results later bah hahas =)
enjoy first hahas

i love this ..........

I believe everything happens for a reason. People change so that you can learn to let go. Things go wrong so that you can appreciate them when they are right. You believe lies so you eventually trust no one except yourself. Sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together..


i love it and it really says what i am feeling right now
=)

wannaaaa say it out......

recently during these past few weeks..... i have been really feeling kind of moddy but  i just do not knw how to explian that
maybe my family have been facaing some kind of problems which really bothers me a lot a lot a lot
when i see my mother crying, it really hurts me a lot a lot a lot and i fking hate that feeling
so whenever i go to school i really do wish to open my mouth as i really got no mood anymore and furthermore, i am also facing some problems in school tooo
i fking hate that seriously

i really really hope everything will go back to normal and i want to see my dearest mummy smile back cos she means a lot to me than my life
to me, shes my pillar of support, my everything
i love her a lot and i see her crying and yet  i cannot do anything about it
i really am at a losss
i really hope i can do well for my exams and this would be the very little thing that would make her smile back and i am sure of that

sometimes i wonder to myself, issit my problem or their problem
why do everything seemed to direct towards me
WHY WHY WHY ?????
i knw there will be no answer to all the questions but i just want them to knw one thing
i have never change at all and i am happy the way i am and i am really really fortunate and hapy to knw a bunch of fun-loving friends which i really appreciate them a lot
but the changes really make my heart heartbroken a thousands times
i believe.......... and i hope...........

EVERYBODY CAN HATE ME BUT I MUST LOVE MYSELF

it is not that i am self -centered but i seriously agree with this sentence
i cannot change the way and the mindset that u have on me due to some incidents but seriously speaking i really will not put it to heart and i will treat everyday like a new brand day yeah
i am not sure about u but one thing for sure i have always treated you as my friend and that fact will never change
i am always telling myself
wei beng what is fucking wrong with u ????
but i just cannot find the answer
yes i admit, sometimes i can be very temperamental, but who don't ??????
i admit i have my weaknesses but who don't ????
i may be a little blunt with my words but sometimes your words can be even more blunt than me.........
the point that i am writing so much is not to complain neither to tell anyone abt anything
i just want to voice out everything
i am hardworking ...... but whats the fucking big deal abt that
if u work as hard as me,....... u will get the same rewards as what i have enjoyed
i have always been like that
since i can accept you for who you are, then u should accept me for who i am
thats it =)

Neew post

Finally exams are over =)
gosh what a sigh of relief yeah
well all the papers were alright except for pacc lo =_=
seriously fked up sia
was not able to finish up the paper
but oh well its over le
who cares right agreeeee ????

HOLIDAYS !!!!!!

LETS PARTY

hmmmm never relly plan for my holidays
but one thing for sure is that i am going back to hongkong which is YIPPIEEEEEEEEE
i will be going in a few weeks time during october for almost a week yeah
i think i willnot miss Singapore hahas
the weather seriously is unbearable compared to hongkong
been falling sick these few days
but lucky got my bb and family with me
thanks for everything and i really appreciate it a lot
muackssss always in my heart no matter what happens yeah =)
very pecek
having flu, fever, cough and what sort of fking things all happen to me damm it
but this coming wednesday i am going to the airport for my first CYA duty
damm excited and feel a little scared at the same time
but oh well, it will turn out fine right ???? hahas
thats it
take care guysss and enjoy ur holidaysssss
bb muacksssss =)